Friday, October 14, 2005

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Eva's Back

I'm back, don't know for how long, I suppose until I get too busy to blog again. I have definitely missed doing this and the pressure was building. I wasn't even writing in my journal. I wasn't getting any sex, massages and I don't exercise. I started snapping on the kids, hating my job, baby daddies and anyone getting some. My sessions weren't doing the trick any more to the point where I didn't even try for an orgasm a day. My back was aching from the stress and lack of the laying on of hands. And then I started feeling like my head was swelling up and about to explode! Is this what a crack addict feels like when going through withdrawal?? I thought I was losing it for real. But then I spoke to someone else and she said she had some of the same symptoms when she stopped having sex. So that's it, I needed to have sex or at least a massage, damn! It was medically necessary, but there were no real prospects. Finally, I was able to get my massage therapy session about a week or so ago. I swear you would have thought I was sedated. Once he moved from my back to my legs, I was out. I didn't feel a thing other than feeling like I was floating on a cloud. I was awakened when he was ready to stretch me out and then things went in a direction I was totally not prepared for or capable of resisting...
My head no longer feels like it's going to explode. I'm not snapping on the kids any more than usual. I'm back to being able to let work issues roll off of my shoulders and I'm more focused on my business. All in all, I'm happy again!

If you live in the Atlanta area and need a referral, I'm more than happy to pass the information on to the next person.